Wow, it's beginning to hit me that I'll be leaving Virginia and starting a new life in Texas. My emotions are all mixed up, but I'm anticipating on that day. Last night, I took all of my furniture from my room and out it on the side of the road. Yes, my bed, my dresser, my stereo, all of that is gone!! SMH, I've realized that when it comes to certain things I have, I'm pretty clingy. Sometimes I don't want to give something away because I'm attached to it or I'm afraid i may need it later..lol Overall......................I'm amped about this transition. It's not going to be easy, but LIFE isn't easy. It'll all be worth it though. I sure am going to miss my mom man.. (long pause) I'm going to miss my friends, but my mother has been there literally from day 1. She's my rock, my bestfriend...okay, I'm done..I feel a tear. I love you all, Thanks for reading. You all are the greatest. #Bible
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
Embrace the Transition..
Not everyone is for you. Yes, there are people that don't have your best interest in mind. Me, I tend to give people the benefit of the doubt even when they don't deserve it. I admit that I HATE being alone. I'm 20 years old and I can count my friends on one hand. It's sad, but I guess it's meant to be that way. I've had my heart broken millions of times. I've been let down, I've cried many nights by myself. But I've gotten to the place where I'm content with being my own best friend. :) I'll be moving to Texas for Fashion School in August and I have NO time to worrry or cry over PETTINESS any longer. I love life, I love Jesus, and I love myself. The roots that God has placed in my life, I LOVE YA'LL!! :) Let the cookies crumble where they may. Everything happens for a reason, embrace the transition!
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
I was thinking earlier that it seems as though EVERYONE is getting married! And I'm not going to lie, I got a little streak of jealousy. Marriage LOOKS so fun, most of the pictures I see of married couples, they're always smiling and so on. The truth of the matter is, THERE ARE SOME MAJOR BUMPS IN THE ROAD. I've promised myself that before I even think about marriage I will be completely stable. that's spiritually, mentally, and financially. The reason why I posted a picture of Khloe and Lamar up is because they are my marriage inspiration. I thought Khole was INSANE for marrying a man after a month, but I see that they ae happier than ever and they are GROWING TOGETHER.
Follow your heart...
Metamorphis
1:49am.. June 13, 2011. Feeling a little better compared to yesterday. I really enjoyed talking with my mother. She is a phenomenal woman. A lot of this were put back into perspective mentally and spiritually. After an entire week, **** and I talked on the phone. That break wasn't planned, but it was needed. That melt down I had, I needed to be alone. Lord, forgive me for all of the rude and ungrateful things I've said. Forgive me for putting my trust in MAN and not YOU. Thank you trusting me and being the one and only faithful Man in my life.
